Stolen

Stolen 

 from Jonathen Cummings blog

Friday Night, my macbook pro, brand new ipod, and wallet with everything was lost or stolen from over by the village Pub.  last thing I remember I had it under my seat when i was eating and really don't remember if i picked it up or not when i went straight to my car.  My laptop is my window to the world and had all of my video editing software and such on it.  not in the greatest of moods

So im stranded in a town with very little communication abilities and no money or place to go.    Life is not fair. I'd do anything to get my laptop back /

Nobody's turned anything into the police the pub knows nothing and im left alone

Ughhh....

Ughh....... from Jonathen Cummings blog

Not in the best of moods, in Palm Springs now which is a good thing and I have been meeting great people, however due to shoot with SXvideo being postponed the money i was counting on from that is not there and thus my cash flow is non existent and I'm waiting for 2 direct deposits in to my accounts.  On top of that with planning on the money form Sx to buy more I am out diapers.  mine cost me about $80 for a case of 88 and take s about three days to get them.  So right now i'm wearing good nights and going through about quite a bit compare to my diapers, the grocery stores don't really diapers anymore especially not ones that work. And again need diapers for medical reason. But I wont deny the baby side. Ive been trying to do massages here in Palm Springs and i have people schedule massages then cancel at last minute. happened 5 times today.  Integrity men goes a long way.  So hopefully i can get some massages done or even escorting which is usually my last resort to get my diapers ASAP

Response and Correction to fetish Entry NSFW

Response and correction to fetish entry from Jonathen Cumming's blog

Actually in response to a previous post I made about fetishes; being an adult baby is not a fetish, not a life style, it is part of who I am.  Ever since 6 i have always felt I was still a baby.  I like to be nurture cared for, and treated like a baby. I dress in baby/toddler clothes because i feel comfortable, because it feels right.  I go in pubic wearing short coveralls with elmo on it and printed shirt with fire engines on it. and I don't feel embarassed or even notice stares or anything its who I am.  Me being an adult baby isn't a sexual thing for me its wear i feel most comfortable in age. Sexual situations are nice once in awhile but for me thats not what it is about.  I can be an adult when needed to be dress as and adult and i look good as an adult, but im still a baby inside and would rather be wearing toddler clothes.  I wear diapers 24/7 due to about 40-50 percent loss control of bladder due to and accident already.  Just like i can't change my bladder problem i can't change how I feel.  I feel whole and complete in toddler clothers. I actually want a nursery with a crib and everything. There is not say I will never grow up, but in this stage of my life im a toddler and like to be treated that way. I want Daddy and/or Mommy i just want to be be me.

Also its the same thing I feel about womens clothing, and such I have always thought since the earliest i can remember that i should and suppose to be a girl.  Like adult baby this is something i have thought about for many years daily.  I like be a guy but I more comfortable as a women.  Im thinking about transitioning but we have to see.  i feel comfortable as a women and a baby.  And again this isn't a sexual thing its who I believe i trully am. Yes there is sexual situations but its not the element and has little to do with me being a women.  However in life I have remained pretty masculine unlike the being a baby I know I am a women but it is getting harder and harder to be comfortable in womens clothing only its at the time where i need to transition however i need to have a support group I can trust that will remain by my side through everything and will not run when things get rough.  Actually was suppose to have such person in my life but I not quite sure anymore about how this person feels even though the pledge of support bonding everything was intiated by this person) will shortly and Ill update.

Any questions as always feel free to ask.  And being an adult baby or diaper lover as some are is not a thing that has anything to do with children it has to with regression age wise to where each individual feels most comfortable.

Clearing Headspace

Clearing Head Space from Jonathen Cummings Blog

This trip is about clearing headspace, making some important decisions about my life and a lot to figure out, and taking much needed time to sort everything out in my life.  I'm going to start writing again and work on reconnecting with myself and just be happy in life.  Looking for friends especially 18 -28 but all may apply also sex is always great but would love to meet people for just intelligent conversation.

Money is running short due to a cancelled shoot trying to do massages and seems most people are not happy with legit massages hey i have escort rates smiles.

Trying to live my life to best i can.

Trying to find men with integrity and those who don't play games.  If i schedule something with you please show up, and if you say you are going to do something please keep your word.  It screws up schedules and time that I could get a massage client if needed. Your integrity is the most important thing you have in life, please be Men and not boys when its comes to your word. 

A guy of many fetishes NSFW

I am a guy of many fetishes and have helped other live out theirs. I've laid majority of them out on the line  however, i don't care what people think anymore and if you have a problem tough.  I am a adult baby i love diapers and i have to wear them for medical reasons also.  I love be changed by guys and girls and dressed in baby clothes at home by a big brother, daddy, mommy or friends.  I also like to do drag and love women's clothing also.  For me it hot, i am masculine but relate more as a women.  Doesn't however mean we have to and/or act on these fetishes.its not required for sex. And just because i am and adult baby doesn't mean i get into children.  I dont play with anyone under 18

 

  

thanks to a friend for loaning mr his leather this was taken today

Take Responsibility

Take Responsibility from Jonathen Cumming's Blog

As a bareback porn star and someone who is a bottom who barebacks in his personal life I want to talk about the importance of getting tested and taking responsibility for your life.  As someone who barebacks I know the risks and willing to face the risks of HIV and other STD's any disease or evening getting HIV would be my fault and no one else's that I contracted a STD. Even is someone were to lie about their status it is your fault if you contracted a STD because you are the one who makes the conscience choice to bareback.  There are also many who don't care if they get the HIV virus or not, others who want it, and many who don't know their status.

I encourage everyone to know their status and get tested regularly.  For those bottoms who love taking a creamy load up the ass,  make sure you use plenty of lube and lube your hole well in order to prevent ripping, its only when a rip occurs at the opening that there is a chance to receive the virus otherwise just depositing it in your ass you could take hundreds of poz loads and with out the rip you would still remain safe.  Tops have less to worry about when they are topping a POZ bottom, unless the top has cuts on his penis and comes in contact with a rip in the bottom hes topping he has slim to no chance receiving the bottom.  I am not going to tell people to use condoms but I will tell people to Take Responsibility.

I get so frustrated when people play the victim and said he lied to me and are angry with the person who infected them when you are the one who chose to bareback and be the bottom.  Again I am poz friendly but have remained negative.  I know all the risks for my own actions and everything is my own fault.  I'm allergic to condoms and I enjoy the feel of being fucked naturally so even if someone lied to me about their status I know the risks of my actions and would only be able to find blame in myself.  By saying this I'm not giving permission for people to lie about their status I think people still need to be honest with their partners about their status and get tested regularly and know your status.  For those who don't care even you need to know your status so you can get the help you need when if you are POZ and people have the right to know your status even though they should go in with the mind set everyone one you bareback with is POZ especially you are the bottom.

And take this philosophy in life with anything,  Know your risks, know all possible outcomes and know in the end except for certain circumstances beyond your control you are responsible for your own actions.  PLEASE GET TESTED REGULARLY and HAVE FUN.   There are many places you can go to in your area for free or reduced price testing but regardless don't put a price on not getting tested.  If you honestly can't afford it, contact me and I will pay for your test for you.  I won't send you money but i will call and pay for your test for you.  So no Excuses.

REAL MEN HAVE INTEGRITY- Integrity separates the Men from the Boys- Make integrity to yourself and others the most important thing in your life

butt plug

butt plug from Jonathen Cummings blog

just past the 45 min mark with a large butt plug in my ass my record yet.  Its getting easier and easier to take it and keep in longer.  However starting to cramp no way I make a trip to San Diego yet driving with it in, however that time will come  smiles.  Ill take it with me and reinsert it later.  Lets stretch this hole  smiles.

Bought  a new iPod yesterday much needed San Diego is going ok not as much action as expected.  Probably going to go to club San Diego today and I have been invited to TJ tonight which I've only ever been to the Animal so we will see how my day goes hopefully a lot of fun and sluttiness.

Slowly Moving

Slowly moving from Jonathen Cummings blog

The Search for a new publisher for my Grandfather's book is going no where, as I hold the rights to the book as given by my grandfather and his current publisher (just a small publisher who did a favor for my grandfather since my grandfather did artwork for him), I need to find a publisher that can handle the mass distribution and publishing of the book so I can work on getting a bigger budget for its movie counterpart.  Im actually doing the second revision and would love to see it his mainline stores before we begin production for the movie.  As long as I quite turning down budgets.  So Im still searching, I have my publicist just need a literary agent for the book.

San Diego is beautiful but totally changed, Hillcrest and North Park doesn't seem as vibrant as once was, less rainbow flags line the street, MO's (formerly Hamburger Mary's isn't as goddy as once was, and the appeal for San Diego just is there anymore as if the glasses have been removed and the decay of the Emerald City is trully what is being seen.  Hopefully Palm Springs and San Francisco don't disappoint.

I really need to start scheduling massages, I'll wait to Palm Springs.

Back has been bothering me more, also my back is full of knots that won't go away as well as I have a hard time finding anyone to work them out of me with out hurting me.  Can I trade in my body for a new model.

Well its time for some therapy-SHOPPING or at least window browsing so until later.  Feeel free to leave comments as always or send me messages.  And if you feel like I am ignoring you, its not the case I get so many emails on Barebackrt, adam4adam.com, and personal email it takes me a bit to respond to everyone.   And Please have picture or be prepared to send one as well be a gentlemen and say more than hi, lets fuck, or whatever.  Im an intellectual I like to talk and get to know people.  Yes i am on here to play but class goes a lot further with me and moves you to the front of the line.

I like to kiss cuddle and talk, i like more than just fucking I am a person, can be a slut but im not only a bottom to be used, I have a bottom to be appreciated

Ok SHOPPING TIME

Lets have fun

Lets have Fun from Jonathen Cummings blog

Saw Avatar last night absolutely great. Hot Movie.  tonight think I may get a new tattoo will see.  if someone wants to pay for it hey ill put their initials into it lol.  

I don't bite unless asked too so hit me up, and as I have said before I lay everything out on the line and if you don't like it tough, this is me and this is me being honest with you,  Integrity and Honesty goes far in my book.

I do have sex with a lot of people matter of fact i make it my mission of late, I sleep with people for free and as many as I have time for, however with me being on this trip, the funds can run load.  So massage clients and Generous Men who like to help out move to the front of the line, I will move schedules and everything else around for them.

Massage I have been working as a LMT since 2000, and specialize in erotic, tui na, myofascial release, relaxation, aromatherapy, relaxation, and hypnotherapy (relaxation techniques only wont make you quack like a duck or anything)  as well as in meditative massage

Life is good

Life is good from Jonathen Cummings blog

Met with SXVideo yesterday and looks like the next video Jonathen will be doing with them is a FF one.  Looks my ass is soon to be off on another adventure.

Also getting requests to be in other states and cities, if you want me in your area by a non refundable or exchangeable round trip ticket and ill be there.  ( i say non refundable and stuff that way you have the peace of mine that ill actually show up.) However when i  say I'm going to do something i do it.

:O)

Sunday, February 7, 2010

;0) from Jonathen Cummings Blog

Last night met two really nice gentlemen enjoyed the cuddling and conversation (two different times).  Life is definately worth living and is meant to have fun.  As I spent a nice chunk of my trip fixing my car, im realizing I really need to get some massages, Porn shoots, and photoshoots done to bring in some of my income income tax will only go so far as well as my rental deposit.  Its been a week tomorrow since I left Salt Lake and it doesn't seem that long.  Today is Super Bowl Sunday-  Go Saints.  Goals that i want to accomplish this year besides what I wrote on previous blog,

1. go back to school and finish my degree in film and drama therapy,
2. GO TO EUROPE (everytime  i get the money for Europe something happens so i have to start alll over again.)  
3. Have a state of the Art Website made (actually 2 one for Jonathen Cummings  and also redo C'est La Vie's website)
4. Replace my Digital SLR (which was stolen)
5. Get some new clothes that fit lol Ive lost weight,
6. Build Jonathen Cummings name
7. JUST HAVE FUN

Three Charities I directly suppport are:

1. BCE/FA  -Broadway Cares Equaity Fights Aids
2. BACA- Bikers against Child Abuse
3. HRC- Human Rights Campaign

Also support breast cancer awareness and attend many charity events, I love black tie charity events and love good fundraisers.


I love going to the symphony, opera, and ballet dressed in a tux, love gallery openings and i think we should all get back to dressing up for dinner.

I was born with a wooden spoon in my mouth and raised myself with silver spoon.  I like the finer things in life  and not afraid to admit it.

Please leave comments on my blogs and feel free to ask questions

Goals and such

Goals and such  from Jonathen Cummings Blog

OK.  Lets make this blog more than just a few line entries.  Lets make it interactive.  Please feel free to leave comments and such.  This blog needed to embody this trip it needs to tell the story of the journey.  Hey I'll admit I'm a slut so the I think the blog needs to show that and how many people I've been with each day.  If you want to know something just ask, i have nothing to hide.

Goals for trip.

• keeping cell phone bill paid
• keeping car insurance paid
• raising enough money and buy ticket to backpack across Europe  (or find someone to go with as their Arm Candy.
• Start raising enough money to start buying my equipment for C'est la vie entertainment
• Replace my Stolen Digital SLR
• Replace My leather
• Build Jonathen Cummings name
• Possibly Find a Daddy
• Have fun
• AND MEET WONDERFUL NEW PEOPLE

Looks like I am going to need to do a lot of Porn smiles

Life is pretty good right now.  I'm not going to sugar coat this blog, I going give the good and the bad keeps things interesting that way.

Last night arrived in Vista, crashing right now on my Best friends couch, couch is ok.  Just missing old bed and my housekeeper I'm going have to my own laundry, no fun at all.  I need to do some cooking love to cook.  write more later

OH AND I NEED TO GET LAID!!!! Oh wow its been almost a week in a half, losing touch jumping back in the saddle now.

San Diego here i come

San Diego here i come from Jonathen Cummings Blog

replacing that other tire this morning fun fun fun..... and then off to San Diego I go.   iwill be in SD until about 17th or 18th then PS  and the to SF prob end of first week in Mar

Update Driving through San Bernadino on my way to Vista.   I'm here all you studs

Alignment done

Originally from Jonathen Cumming's blog

Got my alignment done today and I'm going to have to replace the tire i just replace a month of ago because tread is gone on the inside.   Ugh.  San Diego here i come tomorrow morning

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...... Originally from Jonathen Cummings Blog

$78 for tire and found out i need an alignment to prevent tires from shredding again which will be $69 plus tax.  Lets just say started off with about 700 for the trip down to $540 before the alignment

the trip has started

the trip has started from Jonathen Cummings blog

Left Salt lake City yesterday and will be staying in St. George for a couple of days.  Blew a tire on the way here so need to get that fixed to today.  So there foes some of trip fund.  Will be in San Diego by Thursday the 4th.   and looking at mid Feb for Palm Springs unless i get called up to SF first for work with Treasure Island Media.

About me im a slut, like sex so feel free to contact me, im not an escort.  I like it bareback anything goes hot nasty fun.  Im Neg.  as of Jan 8, 2010.  Poz friendly been with many poz guys in my life and still neg.  I'm the bottom  smiles.  Looking for places to stay as i am in your city,  whether its for one night or few nights,  until I get my cash flow flowing with the porn money again i must rely on the generosity of good men.  Will clean nude for you, massage or whatever.  Also available for photo shoots

A bit more about me

A bit more about me from Jonathen Cummings Blog

I own my own Entertainment and Media Company as well as Talent Agency, C'est La Vie Entertainment and Media.  I am a director/producer actor/model in the cinematic world versus porn.  I have also had the privilege in being able to come on board as Asst. Casting Director for a few films. I have been in High School Musical 3, Waiting For Forever, The Mine,  and a few others.  I have a movie in the works based off my grandfathers book and just waiting for a decent budget.  I turned down the first offer which was 155,000 and the second offer which was 250,000.  We will be dealing with Live action and CGI for this Children's Christmas movie.

C'est La Vie Entertainment and Media is geared toward working with at Risk Youth, and providing a more positive outlet in channeling their anger frustration and problems into something constructive as film giving them a chance to learn the film industry and give them opportunities both behind and in front of the camera, instead of getting into trouble.  Also C'est La Vie Entertainment is about giving everyone a chance to be in the movies, regardless of skill level and work with each person to get them where they need and want to be within the industry.  C'est La Vie Entertainment never charges for any of its services.

Also I am working hard and soon hopefully learn grant writing in order to get the quality cameras and equipment and mac computers needed to finally getting us moving in the direction in which we need to be as a company and to be successful