Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
17 APRIL 2007
The body is nothing but the dripping wax of a candle, With our spirits as the flame shinning brighter as we allow ourselves to experience the euphoria of realizing your true inner self.
Be guided as molding wax that can be molded differently each time we reach the next level of perfection.
Be guided as molding wax that can be molded differently each time we reach the next level of perfection.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Maui
These entries fall in somewhere between April 16th and the 22nd while in maui
None is poor, O Bhikha
Every one hath got rubies in his bundle.
But how to open the knot he doth not know
And therefore his a Pauper!
-Bhikha (an Indian Saint)
Each and everyone of us has been given gifts and talents. Its how we use them (our rubies) that allows us to be successful or not. Until we accept and magnify what we have been given and not focus on what we lack we will never reach the euphoric state that we so desire within our subconscious utopia. If we appreciate the small things we will be entrusted with the great thing of the world.
Is the sun only the bringer of life and light or is it merely a metaphor of our inner-self as entrusted guardians and lightworkers that by our energy that we provide light and life to one another or on the flip a plague of darkness and death, It's by our actions that a reaction will happen
In a world where the celestial body of moon shines ambiently over the land with the brightness and spirit of that smile of a Cheshire Cat. A land that must be reached by chasing the white rabbit down the metaphoric rabbit hole of ones self and allowing the magic of self realization to lead them to their euphoria of nirvanic bliss. The heart of Maui beats as ceremonial drums inviting those wandering travelers and seekers of relaxation from the world beyond, and if the traveler is more daring a journey of enlightenment, the quest for the beauty and the understanding of ones inner light.
A step back in time for some, others freedom of time as the age of hope, peace, and love cries from the hearts of those the world and time has labeled as hippies when they are truly of the seed of understanding; those who can see past socialism, and governmental tyranny, ones who treat the living mother we call home, call earth as a vessel in our search for truth and enlightenment. The ideologies that are freely expressed are that of us, all who are spiritualists, seekers of thE truth, seekers of the inner light, crusaders seeking for the Holy Grail.
The ocean beats the dance of love that even after every tempest there is a calm. With theology of finding ones inner self we are commissioned to elevate our thoughts that we may work to achieve perfection through that paths that we laid out each time before returning to earth that we may continue our vision quest. Until the time that one can free themselves of the religious and social dogmas that plague and imprison their essence that one can not be free for until one is comfortable with their religious path, sexuality, appearance, handicaps and such then you are a slave to your conscious. For once you free yourself of consciousness then you may dwell in existence and harmony with your conscious and subconscious.....
None is poor, O Bhikha
Every one hath got rubies in his bundle.
But how to open the knot he doth not know
And therefore his a Pauper!
-Bhikha (an Indian Saint)
Each and everyone of us has been given gifts and talents. Its how we use them (our rubies) that allows us to be successful or not. Until we accept and magnify what we have been given and not focus on what we lack we will never reach the euphoric state that we so desire within our subconscious utopia. If we appreciate the small things we will be entrusted with the great thing of the world.
Is the sun only the bringer of life and light or is it merely a metaphor of our inner-self as entrusted guardians and lightworkers that by our energy that we provide light and life to one another or on the flip a plague of darkness and death, It's by our actions that a reaction will happen
In a world where the celestial body of moon shines ambiently over the land with the brightness and spirit of that smile of a Cheshire Cat. A land that must be reached by chasing the white rabbit down the metaphoric rabbit hole of ones self and allowing the magic of self realization to lead them to their euphoria of nirvanic bliss. The heart of Maui beats as ceremonial drums inviting those wandering travelers and seekers of relaxation from the world beyond, and if the traveler is more daring a journey of enlightenment, the quest for the beauty and the understanding of ones inner light.
A step back in time for some, others freedom of time as the age of hope, peace, and love cries from the hearts of those the world and time has labeled as hippies when they are truly of the seed of understanding; those who can see past socialism, and governmental tyranny, ones who treat the living mother we call home, call earth as a vessel in our search for truth and enlightenment. The ideologies that are freely expressed are that of us, all who are spiritualists, seekers of thE truth, seekers of the inner light, crusaders seeking for the Holy Grail.
The ocean beats the dance of love that even after every tempest there is a calm. With theology of finding ones inner self we are commissioned to elevate our thoughts that we may work to achieve perfection through that paths that we laid out each time before returning to earth that we may continue our vision quest. Until the time that one can free themselves of the religious and social dogmas that plague and imprison their essence that one can not be free for until one is comfortable with their religious path, sexuality, appearance, handicaps and such then you are a slave to your conscious. For once you free yourself of consciousness then you may dwell in existence and harmony with your conscious and subconscious.....
Sunday, April 15, 2007
heading home from NYC to go to maui
As with my previous entry let me try to recap. As of the last entry 8th of Apr. I came out to New York to interview as a house boi. I had the great privilege to visit the Hill Cumorah and also the sacred grove where Joseph Smith had his First Vision. Btw I am not taking the position. I also had a great opportunity where i just spent a whole week of Broadway shows and sightseeing in NYC. I am literally and utterly exhausted. Great shows though.
Lately, I just haven't had the desire to write in my journal. I am just running through life in a blah in a mist of my mind. I thought I use to know what I wanted sexually, beliefs, I am even finding myself ashamed of the LDS Church. I don't even know if I have a testimony.
I don't read my scriptures, pray, don't go to church much, I'm sleeping around, drinking, not foing to the temple obviously. I have no drive to do anything
mon. Chicago with Bebe NeuwirthI went to rockefeller square, ellis and liberty island ad just dis sightseeing. 2 weeks ago I saw wicked in Chicago. I am on my way home today just to leave in 2 days for Hawaii.
tues. Legally Blonde
wed. Mamma Mia
Thurs. Phantom of the Opera
Sat. Rent and Hairspray
Lately, I just haven't had the desire to write in my journal. I am just running through life in a blah in a mist of my mind. I thought I use to know what I wanted sexually, beliefs, I am even finding myself ashamed of the LDS Church. I don't even know if I have a testimony.
I don't read my scriptures, pray, don't go to church much, I'm sleeping around, drinking, not foing to the temple obviously. I have no drive to do anything
Sunday, April 8, 2007
Apr 8, 2004
Great way to start this journal is to fall behind. This journal will be journal two and I will fill in the other journals as I find them. Well there is a lot to recap. However I will start with the accounts of yesterday and today.
First I want to say as I have mentioned countless times before that my life is indeed a manifestation of Babylon to my own demise. However there is redemption and joy does indeed comes in the morning. For the Love of our Savior shines forth as an internal and external light of hope peace and love. However, it only shines brightly as long as we keep it filled with oil of the gospel and fulfilling the obligations commanded by our Heavenly Father. As the song reads " For the Beauty of the Earth," we are to be greateful with majestic praise to the Lord of all.
*Did not finish this entry in my journal
First I want to say as I have mentioned countless times before that my life is indeed a manifestation of Babylon to my own demise. However there is redemption and joy does indeed comes in the morning. For the Love of our Savior shines forth as an internal and external light of hope peace and love. However, it only shines brightly as long as we keep it filled with oil of the gospel and fulfilling the obligations commanded by our Heavenly Father. As the song reads " For the Beauty of the Earth," we are to be greateful with majestic praise to the Lord of all.
For the beauty of the earth For the beauty of the skies,Regardless of the troubles I face in life, regardless of the the tempest I allow myself to be tossed upon, regardless of sexuality. I need not lose my testimony of the truthfulness of the gospel
For the love which from our birth Over and around us lies
For the beauty of each hour Of the day and of the night
Hill and vale, and tree and flow'r Sun and Moon, and stars of light
For the joy of human love, Brother, sister, parent, child
Friends on earth, and friend above, for all gentle thoughts and mild
Lord of all, to thee we raise, This greatful hymn of praise
*Did not finish this entry in my journal
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