Dec 27, 2009
Ann and her boyfriend Trevor arrived today. They both were very tired been up all day and night. Terri picked them up this morning from the airport. I took both Ann, Trevor, and Nathan to Snow Canyon at Ann's request and to Dixie Rock. Trevor and I hung out and talked about Ann (good things) and their relationship. We came home played apples to apples and then watched home movies of Ann ( she wanted to show trevor).
Tomorrow we are going to Zions-Myself, Terri, Ann, trevor, Nathan, and CJ. Afterwards I will head home to Salt Lake.
Dec 28, 2009
324a
Really should be asleep with us going to Zion and we are suppose to be doing a 900a breakfast of baked eggs and ham, but really having a hard time sleeping and wish I could just disappear. Its the same thing every time though, the thing happens with Chris he thinks that our thing is special, I want to kill myself and then I pretend it never happened until he brings it up again. Im sick and need to be shot. Well I just need to look fo rthe silver lining in this what ever it may be and try my best to keep on keeping on when evn at my best days when im not in this slump I know one day I will end up taking my life because I can not deal with this desire and attraction toward other men.
I want to be married and have a family but can any girl overlook my past. Tiffany wasn't able to and I was honest with her from the beginning and tomorrow we were suppose to have been getting married. Ha Ha Ha. Like anyone wants to marry me. Except for older men or guys who want eye candy to be at their arm to show off and none of that is what I want. Lets just remain a bachelor for rest of my life, lonely and sad, have my heartache but at least hopefully i wont be disgusted in the arms of men
Last Day in St George
(Facebook Status) got a flat tire on the way to zions with the family. the jack I have is pretty much useless need to get a new and better one. will go back to St. George when we are down fix the tire and head home to salt lake this evening.
632p sitting in Big O Tire waiting for my tire to be ready to head up to Salt Lake. Long day. I had to do what I wish I did not have to do and that was calling and asking Tiffany for the money. Even though she has been annoying lately she did come through at the final hour.
Mar 24, 2015 After thought to last paragraph. i cant remember why i felt she was being annoying but I pretty sure that wasn't the case and probably trying to blame her at the time for calling everything off
Dec 29, 2009
Cold and Lonely
It's snowing outside and today is the day i was suppose to be getting married if she did not call it off earlier this month. I wish her the best even though I have cocooned myself today.
Dec 30, 2009
It really disturbs me how many LDS priesthood holders, with temple recommends, who wear their garments, and have families that come to me for massage looking for more. The look for release or even more direct and sexual contact. Its sickening and makes me realize their is no hope for me to get rid of these feelings. No way to live a normal life or the life i want for myself. I can live the life I want or actually try and I will fail time after time. I don't know when but I know the time comeths when I can't bear much more of the disgust, the touch, the feeling or thoughts of being a male. Let alone the thought of being with my uncle. i told him the first time how I felt and he gave me a guilt trip and looks of disappointment and since then i have given in to him every time. Do so well ignoring him for a while and then he talks me into it.
I hate having been raped and molested as a kid, I hate that I sold my body into prostitution and porn, I hate that I have allowed my body to be used over and over and I surrcumb everytime.
The time will come when I take my life, not out of selfishness but out of neccessity to rid myself of these thoughts and feelings, hopefully when the time comes everyone I know will understand my actions and that this is the only way to peace. I will never know peace otherwise.
I wish the problem I face was a church thing but its not. First of all I would feel this way regardless of any church or no church I hate these feelings, i don't like these feelings. The LDS Church is true and I stand by its teachings and in no way should the Church ever be blame for the decisions I make. And I am willing to accept any consequences on the other side of the veil just be able to find some peace.
I wish there were people who understand like Bishops and such but I hold none at fault. I only wish for peace and a family where I am not affected by my past where i Feel normal. People say you should accept yourself for who you are. Ill never accept this, even though I am an ally and support those who are LGBTQIAI will never accept this for myself. Mar 24, 2015 Putting into context looking back.That with the resolve in Apr at U of U, I placed myself at that moment in same position when I drove my car into reservoir. i had just stopped living at this moment and ended my life. I was done. Id rather pretend i was gay struggling with same sex attraction in the church then ignore the truth about me being intersex I learned years ago
I am a priesthood holder in the LDS Church, I want to be dead instead of violating my covenants
Dec 31, 2009
New Years
It might surprise you to learn that I've never really been a "New Year's" type guy. I have had very little desire to stand in freezing cold watching a ball drop, start the new year with a hangover, or singing the remarkably melancholy "Auld Lang Syne." Just not my thing.
And make resolutions? Are you KIDDING me? Why on EARTH would I commit to a list of life alterations when I can't even wash my sheets regularly? Thanks but...
Moliere (the French playwright) once said "Men are all alike in their promises. It is only in their deeds that they differ." That has never been more obvious to me than in this past year. Talking is so easy, so powerful, and so relentlessly overused. It's easy to complain and to find reasons why life isn't what you expected. I say this without smugness; I was guilty as well. Words have their place, for sure. But The Key to sucking the marrow from life is now, and always has been, to shut up and do. Really.
This past year I did something different. I don't know what possessed me to pursue this, but it is now the cornerstone of any New Year's contemplation I may have. Spend the year finding myself. This year and let it be the cornerstone of years to come that I do one thing each month that pushes me in some way in becoming a better self
In 2009, I chose to live life as if I was suddenly born into color. It's as if after a long estrangement from my soul I have found the hero I always needed - and he is within. I learned to trust myself again. I learned that the world is a stage for my actions, ergo I should choose them carefully and with honor. I learned that love comes from the strangest places and in the oddest forms. I learned that sometimes someone else's definition is the worst possible one for me to use. I learned better the wisdom required in knowing when to let something go and when to embrace it. I learned that I have the components I need to live a glorious life. I learned if I decide to choose someone to share in that life (whether as a friend or lover), it will not be because I they "complete" me, but rather because together we will move farther into the future than we would apart. I learned that love doesn't conquer all, but that doesn't mean you should stop loving. Perhaps most importantly, I was reminded that the limitations I see truly come from within. Want the moon moved? I'm on it. Want to walk on water? Let me show you how I do it. Need to change the world? Let's do it together.
And I learned all this and more by doing something so simple: Allowing myself to be afraid, be vulnerable, be wrong.
May the New Year Continue to be one of change and personal reflection and growth
Next blog link http://realintentkat.blogspot.com/2010/01/jan-2-10-2010-checked-out.html
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
The Catalyst of dangerous kind.
March 24th,2015 For me time has healed these wounds. through therapy and working the steps in recovery i own my part and I have forgiven my Uncle. He told his wife about it the last 3 . years. According to him it was part of his sickness and worked steps around sex and porn addiction. This is one of the hardest entries to put in my blog and book but sets the stage for what I have blocked the last 5 years. I had forgotten about the entry below as well i had detached long ago. By this time I had pushed the events and reasons around my suicide attempt in April when i drove my car into the reservoir. Denying what I boldly made a statement declaring as resolution to the suicide attempt 3 days before, in front of the Student Body at University of Utah dressed as well as a woman that i was a woman during the Day of Silence ceremonies. Within months I was buried in callings at church and about to marry a woman and willing to pretend that what i felt for years and what I promised myself did not matter, the only thing that matter was what people thought of me. And thus i laid the foundation of destruction and the reason behind the hell I have been through in the last five years as well as Redemption and being able to be authentic.
Just 10 days before I made I was going to do what I set out in beginning of the year and I was going to take time for myself. Europe was back on the agenda I was in good Spirits. i had life by its horns and was ready to ride. [See previous blog Making Plans Dec 16-25]
Dec 26, 2009 Journal Entry
I went and did baptisms with Nathan today at the St. George temple had the privilege and honor of baptizing and confirming him as proxy for those who needed their work done.
In my chaotic world even though half the time I probably are not worthy to enter the temple due to falling and being intimate with a guy whether cuddling, or receiving a bj, or giving one occasionally, the temple is the only place my heart finds solace away from myself and into my Heavenly Father arms.
I was cheated again of my experience of the love and joy I felt in the temple earlier today when again I gave into my uncle as I did the first time 3 years ago. He made the hints yesterday after I gave him a massage that he wished I was able to massage more of him and massage him completely and I ignored and let it go through one ear and out the other. However this evening again, he made the comments that he wishes we could share that intimate bond again that we shared before but doesn't want to pressure me into doing anything i don't want to do. Here I played the victim again and said its ok whatever you want. He had me suck him off as he laid in front of his bedroom door so no one would come in. Lick his nipples and rub my body against his as he watched. Very cold, no feeling, nothing returned in touch embrace like i am just an object for his pleasure. Always the same, he says it feels good and is very special to him and I leave disgusted and hurt, putting on a face that everything is ok and that it is just as special for me. Every time this happens I say its not going to happen but it does anyways. This time was in his bedroom while Terri was at work and the boys downstairs, and other times in his gym while others were in the house, or on a hike to redrock, or he would walk in naked when i was in the bathroom wanting something. The very first time was Christmas of 2006. I wanted to just hibernate that Christmas but I had to deliver employee paychecks all over Utah and Idaho so they would have Christmas money and my last stop was St. George. i already was suicidal trying yet again to get rid of these homosexual thoughts and Chris knew what I was going through because he was one person I use to confide in and he had the nerve that first morning i was the as I laid on the couch that he has had feelings for me for sometime and thought that we could share an even more personal and intimate bond. He also started rubbing my cock and then whipped his out for me to suck. I was hesitant but he insisted saying that it just be something special between friends and brothers. and I finally succumbed.
Again i have fallen again after doing so well for awhile of not doing anything with a man and I had to do something with him, FAMILY. I wish i would just leave this earth now instead of keep having this reoccur. Can't say anything about him to anyone, can't confess it to my Bishop because i can not be the cause of the priesthood being taken out of his Family. Especially with the boys looking up to him and needing the priesthood example in his life.
Again more reason to stay away more and more even though I want to be around my cousins.
Afterthought that was written in
I am 27 years old I should be able to say no to him. The why in the world can't I.
http://realintentkat.blogspot.com/2009/12/ending-year-dec-29-31.html
Just 10 days before I made I was going to do what I set out in beginning of the year and I was going to take time for myself. Europe was back on the agenda I was in good Spirits. i had life by its horns and was ready to ride. [See previous blog Making Plans Dec 16-25]
Dec 26, 2009 Journal Entry
I went and did baptisms with Nathan today at the St. George temple had the privilege and honor of baptizing and confirming him as proxy for those who needed their work done.
In my chaotic world even though half the time I probably are not worthy to enter the temple due to falling and being intimate with a guy whether cuddling, or receiving a bj, or giving one occasionally, the temple is the only place my heart finds solace away from myself and into my Heavenly Father arms.
I was cheated again of my experience of the love and joy I felt in the temple earlier today when again I gave into my uncle as I did the first time 3 years ago. He made the hints yesterday after I gave him a massage that he wished I was able to massage more of him and massage him completely and I ignored and let it go through one ear and out the other. However this evening again, he made the comments that he wishes we could share that intimate bond again that we shared before but doesn't want to pressure me into doing anything i don't want to do. Here I played the victim again and said its ok whatever you want. He had me suck him off as he laid in front of his bedroom door so no one would come in. Lick his nipples and rub my body against his as he watched. Very cold, no feeling, nothing returned in touch embrace like i am just an object for his pleasure. Always the same, he says it feels good and is very special to him and I leave disgusted and hurt, putting on a face that everything is ok and that it is just as special for me. Every time this happens I say its not going to happen but it does anyways. This time was in his bedroom while Terri was at work and the boys downstairs, and other times in his gym while others were in the house, or on a hike to redrock, or he would walk in naked when i was in the bathroom wanting something. The very first time was Christmas of 2006. I wanted to just hibernate that Christmas but I had to deliver employee paychecks all over Utah and Idaho so they would have Christmas money and my last stop was St. George. i already was suicidal trying yet again to get rid of these homosexual thoughts and Chris knew what I was going through because he was one person I use to confide in and he had the nerve that first morning i was the as I laid on the couch that he has had feelings for me for sometime and thought that we could share an even more personal and intimate bond. He also started rubbing my cock and then whipped his out for me to suck. I was hesitant but he insisted saying that it just be something special between friends and brothers. and I finally succumbed.
Again i have fallen again after doing so well for awhile of not doing anything with a man and I had to do something with him, FAMILY. I wish i would just leave this earth now instead of keep having this reoccur. Can't say anything about him to anyone, can't confess it to my Bishop because i can not be the cause of the priesthood being taken out of his Family. Especially with the boys looking up to him and needing the priesthood example in his life.
Again more reason to stay away more and more even though I want to be around my cousins.
Afterthought that was written in
I am 27 years old I should be able to say no to him. The why in the world can't I.
http://realintentkat.blogspot.com/2009/12/ending-year-dec-29-31.html
Monday, December 21, 2009
Burning
The persecution burns deeply within, not a man-made, not a societal quandary but one of self affliction and demise. The pool of tears has long since become a trail of blood leaving in its wake a forever haunting past and muddy future. What is one to do when the newspaper of your life is blown into your face, and everyone has read it. When the only solace of the world is found in a twisted nightmare you can only wait to lie on your soft pillow. The heart beats and cries for love, truth, justice, and pursuit of happiness; when the brain, the cognitive machine pollutes the very soul and reality against the true desires of the heart. Why can't the cognitive machine change its face when its current drive causes nothing but heartache. Where's the out, wheres the fix. I know Heavenly Father loves me very much, but what do you do when you want one thing and refuse to accept any part of the other no matter what and I will fight to the death to overcome.
Facebook statuses from Andrew's accounr Nov-dec 2009
Nov 1
nov 9
nov 22
nov 9
- Life is miraculous and full of many blessings & treasures. I don't need gold, silver, expensive houses or cars... My treasures are here at home, where my heart lies. I have the priesthood, a great fiance (50 Days to big day). I've the most beautiful daughter in the world. And when that is not enough, which is very rare, I've great supportive family & friends. I'm blessed & sitting daily on top of the world.
nov 22
- All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me... You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you. Walt Disney
nov 30
- The Wedding invitations are done after several bouts. However Tiffany and I have decided to postpone the wedding until spring or summer of 2010. We want to make sure everything is right and that we are really ready instead of feelng rushed or that everything was moving to quickly. We love all of our friends and family and thank you for your love and support.
Dec 20
- Arghh.....Sitting going through books to get rid of some, turned on the burner to make hot chocolate -turn on wrong burner and next thing I knew casserole dish exploded all through the house and now i have a complete mess to cleanup- broken glass everywhere through out the house everything a mess no fun can it get worse lol
Dec 21
- The pool of tears has long since become a trail of blood leaving in its wake a forever haunting past & muddy future..... When the only solace of the world is found in a twisted nightmare you can only wait to lie on your soft pillow. The heart beats & cries for love, truth, justice, & pursuit of happiness; when the brain, the cognitive machine pollutes the very soul & reality against the true desires of the heart....he sparrow falls from the nest and is still noticed by the creator, the mighty wind can be destructive but in the end its still a wind of change. The layman goes unnoticed but his masterpiece is left standing for all to see.... the fruit blossoms only when the river is flowing but even beavers build dams to block it, to build their own world. Life is not merely an illusion but a rose that wilts and dies to only be renewed in the changing of the season with the proper cultivation and care
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Making Plans and Dec 16-25
Dec 16, 2009
Life is ever changing and this year has been no different. Changes are an important key to life and is essential to healthy growth in ones life depending on how you handle the cards dealt to you. In the process of having a year to myself, i met a wonderful girl and got engaged to her in Sept. However the wedding and relationship has been called off. I wish Tiffany the best and that she can figure out what she needs to in life and find eternal Happiness.
I am once again on track for going to France and Europe next year for schooling and adventure. I find myself looking back on this year and finding myself very blessed for the friends and families in my life and, all the experiences both good and the bad that have come my way. I have no regrets but am very grateful for the life i have had because they have made who I am today and constantly a new person. Life is a great treasure.
It is my goal to continue to be filled with light and love towards my fellow man. We are made in the image of our maker and life is worth it both the good and the bad as long as we keep on keeping on to ensure a fulfilled life.
Dec 17, 2009
The rose has wilted & the ebony petals have all but fallen to the ground. Winter comes with her frost in which everything in her path feels the icy chill. The trumpet remains silent at reveille while the light of the sun stays hidden behind the clouds. The sands of time remain still, traveling neither forward or backwards but instead keep us longing for the can be. For we are nothing but shadows and pawns in the game of chess we call life
Dec 19, 2009
Quote of the Day: Enduring to the End
"Enduring to the end, or remaining faithful to the laws and ordinances of the gospel of Jesus Christ throughout our life, is a fundamental requirement for salvation in the kingdom of God. This belief distinguishes Latter-day Saints from many other Christian denominations that teach that salvation is given to all who simply believe and confess that Jesus is the Christ. The Lord clearly declared, 'If you keep my commandments and endure to the end you shall have eternal life, which gift is the greatest of all the gifts of God' (D&C 14:7).
"Therefore, enduring to the end is not just a matter of passively
tolerating life's difficult circumstances or 'hanging in there.' Ours is an active religion, helping God's children along the strait and narrow path to develop their full potential during this life and return to Him one day. Viewed from this perspective, enduring to the end is exalting and glorious, not grim and gloomy. This is a joyful religion, one of hope, strength, and deliverance. 'Adam fell that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy' (2 Nephi 2:25).
"Enduring to the end is a process filling every minute of our life,
every hour, every day, from sunrise to sunrise. It is accomplished through personal discipline following the commandments of God."
Dieter F. Uchtdorf, "Have We Not Reason to Rejoice?" Ensign, Nov. 2007, 20
Facebook Status
Every time I eat (doesn't matter what it is) I get sick again and a migraine not fun. I have been down for a week now but no fever. It's wearing me out and draining my energy. Argh Time to cuddle up with a movie or two or three
Dec 20, 2009
Sitting going through books to get rid of some, turned on the burner to make hot chocolate -turn on wrong burner and next thing I knew casserole dish exploded all through the house and now i have a complete mess to cleanup- broken glass everywhere through out the house everything a mess no fun can it get worse lol
Dec 21, 2009
Burning
The persecution burns deeply within, not a man-made, not a societal quandary but one of self affliction and demise. The pool of tears has long since become a trail of blood leaving in its wake a forever haunting past and muddy future. What is one to do when the newspaper of your life is blown into your face, and everyone has read it. When the only solace of the world is found in a twisted nightmare you can only wait to lie on your soft pillow. The heart beats and cries for love, truth, justice, and pursuit of happiness; when the brain, the cognitive machine pollutes the very soul and reality against the true desires of the heart. Why can't the cognitive machine change its face when its current drive causes nothing but heartache. Where's the out, wheres the fix. I know Heavenly Father loves me very much, but what do you do when you want one thing and refuse to accept any part of the other no matter what and I will fight to the death to overcome.
Dec 22, 2009
Heading down to St. George
Dec 25, 2009
Christmas
Christmas was nice. Spent it with Chris, Terri and the boys. They got a Nintendo Wii for Christmas for the whole family.
Chris as for a neck massage which I gave him, and then asked for a back massage in which i obliged. Afterwards he made a comment about how he wish I could have massaged his whole body completely. I told him strip down to some shorts then he said that's not what he meant. I ignored him and the casually made my way down to play the Wii. (please not another Christmas)
Terri cooked a very late Christmas dinner of ham, asparagus, and potatoes, oh and can't forget about the deviled eggs and then for desert pumpkin pie
next blog entry http://realintentkat.blogspot.com/2009/12/the-catalyst-of-dangerous-kind.html
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Facebook statuses Andrew's Account: July - November 2009
- july 13
- It is a great and marvelous day!!!!! may the world feel the warmth of love and comfort within in their friends and loved ones. And the support to live another day comforted with the idea tomorrow is a new day. May freedom ring and individuality overcom
- This is an excellent movie one that i suggest that all should see. Joseph Gordon Levitt and Zooey Deschanel did excellent in this movie. Yes I have seen it before its out in theatres we premiered it at Sundance
- cinematography was horrible and two many close ups, you couldnt tell who was fighting who and such. The movie mad you want to throw up most the time with the nonstop camera jerking. First one was better and there were many gaps in their facts locations. At least it was better than twilight even t..
july 14- Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince was great. Can't wait to see it again. You will all enjoy it very much, enjoy your midnight showing tonight for those attending.
- The customs and fashions of men change like leaves on the bough, some of which go and others come.
- If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we've destroyed our own brotherhood! But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of
July 15- Its time for me to grow up and start saving money Lol. I am going to France Fall 2010 for Study Abroad Program for the semester. So I need to opening a bank account just for my France trip. Looking at about additional 5-6k i will need besides what my tu
july 16- On my way to the Shearton for the Utah Film Commission Luncheon
- Film Commission Luncheon was great a loy of exciting stuff happening in Utah right now and over next few years in the Film Industry
july 17- Just watched HSM3 with friends for the third time and i just realized the used the International Peace Gardens on 900 W and 1000 S in Salt Lake City for Stanford University
july 18- Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.
- canceled it anywasy, dont know what im doing probablly just going ot watch movies on the movie screen.
- If we study the lives of great men and women carefully and unemotionally we find that, invariably, greatness was developed, tested and revealed through the darker periods of their lives. One of the largest tributaries of the RIVER OF GREATNESS is always t
july 19- Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same.
july 20- Had very productive meetings today with my new publicist Stephanie DeGraw President of Power Media, great things are happening within Power Media and C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent. Look at my notes very shortly for Upcoming Workshops and informat
july 21- From this point on I can not answer any questions about my film. Except to those I am in contact with. All inquiries need to go through my Publicist Stephanie DeGraw or my Producer Warren Workman due to organization and continuity. thank you for underst
- I have been advised not to answer any more questions about my film. Except for those who are in my current support team. All inquiries need to go through my Publicist Stephanie DeGraw or my Producer Warren Workman. Warren Workman will will be in charge as
july 24- Is working is third job tonight about to get a 4th until start actually filming movie and until school starts. And making all my meetings
- This has always been a charity close to my heart. I know to many friends who have HIV and AIDS because of many different reasons and from all walks of life. these are our brothers and sisters, parents, and out children let's make a difference.As a person who loves the theatre, this great organization through broadway shows, merchandise, and opportunities raise billions of dollars a year in the lives of other. This is one of the 3 main charities I support. Working with people who have AIDS, breast and ovarian cancer, and very big on humanitarian efforts providing support where it is needed, as they did with Hurricane Katrina. If you don't support BCEFA please support your local AIDS coalition or organization in your community to give people a chance.
- Anyone in Salt lake going to Huntsville Set tomorrow i need a ride call me or email me 801 717 5335 andrewjswallow@gmail.com
july 25- The World is my oyster, so where is my giant pearl.
july 27- We are about to release a press release through the Utah Film Commission inviting everyone registered with the Film Commission and local Talent Agencies to sign up for the workshop. This is the last exclusive opportunity for our Facebook friends to sign
- C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent now has their own page for keeping up on for current information and notes within C'est La Vie Entertainment and within the industry please follow us over their for anyone in the industry. Please become a fan because the personal page will no longer be used for C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent. This Facebook page is temporary until website can be created. Please join us if you are in the Entertainment Industry in any media; actors producers, directors, photographers, muscians, etcThank youAndrew J Swallow
C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent
july 29- We keep moving forward, opening new doors, and doing new things, because we're curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.
august 4- My mind is an enigmatic labyrinth full of peaceful meditation trying to sort through a sea of turmoil and challenges. Today has been a productive day full of thought and modes of learning. While decisions may have not been made - patience becomes a virtue
August 14
- It is a wonderful day full of life & light...A day to live, A day to love, a day to endure. There are the good & the bad about everything & always something to find to smile & brighten up your day with. Life is a card game, you never know what hand you will be dealt, but its up to you to play your hand, or fold & then focus on the next hand.. We keep moving forward, treating life with care as a special treasure
Aug 17
We just got finished shooting the newest segment of the Music Scene which begins airing in Sept. Our guest today was Brooke White, American Idol top 5 Finalist in Season 7 who is going on tour in September. She is promoting her post Idol CD "High Hopes and Heartbreak" in stores everywhere now. Also passport came in today. World here i come, the next Traveling Matt sending postcards from everywhere I go.
aug 18
- You got Mail: My stomach just emailed me telling me that it was hungry & that it would appreciate if I took time away from the internet & other emails to reply to this request & Feed it. My stomach was polite this time but said next time it would send hunger pains & use other force if necessary if I did not oblige & fix it a nice meal. - If its not the voices in my head its my stomach that talks to me.
- I need an intern. Especially with me helping Power Media with the Music Scene. The intern needs to know graphic editing and design, take messages, organize schedules, help with sponsorship etc. Needs to have desire to be in the Entertainment industry. Accepting Applications Now. Serious inquiries only. email andrewjswallow@CestlavieEntertainment.com with resume and cover letter and why you would like to be an intern
aug 19
- Second star to the right and straight on till morning is the direction to a great journey & fulfilled dreams. However, the greatest journey is that of growing up & living life to the fullest, living each day as if it were your last. My adventure includesbeing happy & blessed of the rights I have, while fighting for those SAME & EQUAL rights of all people in this great nation ESPECIALLY my LGBTQ friends & Counterparts
aug 24
- Welcome back to school... blah blah blah... Actually welcome back to institutionalization that feels the need to rob from the poor to feed the greedy wardens of education; while students starve, tuition keeps raising, & teachers remain under paid. In other realms of thought and details im taking 15 credits that will seem like 24 & trying to keep my INSANITY of life, work, school & other projects. Would not trade it.
Aug 25
- Computer with software and memory upgrade $1600, parking pass $125, education $3000, books $100, New Car $2728, the ability to make films and write everything off that I just spent PRICELESS. For everything else there is Debt brought to you by your friends at the University of Utah.*****LMAO*** Life is great. Live it to the fullest because one day you will be dead
Sept 7
- i close my eyes and look into the future and what do I see; A world in which all men and women are created equal regardless of race, creed, sexual expression and identity, religion, faith, disability, ideologies and individuality are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights, including those of life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness. Lets take a STAND for Human Rights; Equal RIGHTS.
Sept 14
- That's a WRAP. We Wrapped "A Shot in the Dark" early this morning (almost 4a). What a great cast and crew. Kudos to our Producer and Director.
Sept 29
- Life is sport. Treat it like a game and keep running until you reach the finish. You can make it Sport! keep going and keep conditioning and you will come out the winner. (quote by Andrew Swallow). Im not on facebook as often anymore due to many obligations best way to reach me is email. andrewjswallow@gmail.com
oct 10
- on the road again.... heading back to salt lake from a wonderful weekend in st. george and vegas with my beautiful and prized treasures, my wonderful girls tiffany and annastasia..
Oct 13
- when life gives you baby drool... smile and be happym. it could be a lot worse
Oct 14
- The greatest things one can give to a child is the precious gifts of potiential encouragement and love
oct 18
- it was a great sunday. given more responsibility at church. spent evening up at the cabin with family and my daughter and now goibg to pick up tiffany from work.** love life live life**
Oct 25
- sundays, church, going to our 3 hour block with family, my daughter spitting up all over my nicely dry cleaned suit as usual are just a few of my favorite things and I would not trade any of it for the world. for this is all part of my blessed world. "live life, love life"
Oct 27
- I hate winter especially when you go out to your car and your doors are frozen shut and if you pull to hard the handles will break. positive note 2 months and 2 days to the wedding such warming thoughts with that in mind that melts the coldest days away and the promises that I can live with my family forever. I am greatful for my 2 favorite girls. I am also blessed to use the priesthood to bless my daughter on sunday
Oct 28
- im at primarys children's with my daughter who wont stop throwing up and also have diaherrea. where is it all coming from???? With all she has already thrown up youd think ther be nothing left. Parenthood is grand even when they are sick but its all worth it
Oct 29
- Still at primarys, they just gave annastasia an IV & did her blood work to check for bladder infection. Arrived right before midnite so we will be here for at least 2 more hours so 6 or 7a when we will be done. Long night probably wont make it to work-no sleep. She just Finally fell asleep 7 hours past bedtime. 9 mo. & worth every last ounce of missed sleep. Parenthood is great and would not change it for the world.
Oct 31
- taking my brother and daughter trick or treating
- smile emoticongetting ready for bingo and shirt is not dry yet. so i decided to be ghetto and since the dryer is taking to long drying it in the oven LMAOgetting ready for bingo and shirt is not dry yet. so i decided to be ghetto and since the dryer is taking to long drying it in the oven LMAOgetting ready for bingo and shirt is not dry yet. so i decided to be ghetto and since the dryer is taking to long drying it in the oven LMAO
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Facebook statuses from Andrew's Account: January 1-June 30, 2009
January 26, 2009
- is hating homework and studying
February 3
- is so happy that his sundance film festival notebook was found containing all his notes on all the movies he saw for his film festival class
April 10
- My house is finally cleaned I walked in today from work and my house was in great shape especially my room. I love my house keeper. Man am i spoiled
April 11
- Exhausted. Just ran a 5k in 00:27:06 but i feel good at he same time. Accomplished
April 26
- Life has its ups and downs, trials and tribuilation and those occasional near death experiences BUT life is great and when you are serving the Lord, joyful with just being alive then NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
April 27
- Facebook is redundant and seems pointless lately
May 5
- Just got in from new york connection from dulles. delays all day it is 146 am and i should have been home at 1230. exhuasted and i have to be up in 5 hours
May 6
- One more final to finish due by midnight tonight. Take a look what my group transformed me into for Our theatre final. Caliban from the Tempest
- JUST FINISHED AND EMAIL MY LAST FINAL- SEMESTER IS FINALLY OVER FOR ME. IM SO HAPPY
May 7
- Just became an uncle again Kim & P.J. just had their boy this morning. 7#2oz. 19 inches.
May 8
- I need a second job definately for the summer and maybe more permanent and that will work around school
- wants to wish everyone who graduated yesterday, today, and anyone who is graduating this semester. Congrats to all you graduates.
may 9
- When you choose to follow God and keep His commandments, you grow in wisdom and strength of character. You can experience joy even in times of trial, and you can face life’s challenges with a spirit of peace. In the scriptures, we learn that true happin
May 11
- A home established on gospel principles is a place of refuge and safety, where the Spirit of the Lord? can abide, blessing family members with peace, joy, and happiness
May 12
- I just got for my diversity requirement in Gay and Lesbian Theater 473 out of 500 for the semester. Thats and "A" baby. I am so happy. Had a great teacher. Fran is awesome everone should take if given a chance when she reteaches it in a year.
- Got a B+ in My Film Festival Class where I had to write an 8 page paper. So Far I have an A and a B+ for Final grades. Off to a good Start. Just NEED 2 more grades and I will be set. This is going to be the best semester yet
May 13
- I am spending way to much time on facebook. Its ridiculous i need to find something more constructed. I think ill get in just as much trouble if I played wow.
- I am ready to go postal. Arggghh
May 14
- I am waiting impatiently for my last grade but my current standing "A", "A", and "B+" I am so happy htis is my best semester yet
May 15
- impatiently waiting for my last grade to be posted hoping its at least B+ so ill have my first 3.5 GPA regardless if it a B it will be 3.46. This a big change from barely making 2.0's
May 16
- I'm looking through the proverbial looking glass that allows me to see the best and worst of my life. What i have learn is that I have LEARNED and LIVED and all experiences, mistakes and everything else make me unique and and interesting. ANd unfortunatel
May 18
- pissed. we will definately be talking with teachers tomorrow last class i was waiting for gave me a C+ when it was suppose to be atleast a B. That really dropped what should have been atleast a 3.46 down to a 3.17. Really pissed dont be alarmed if you......
May 20th
- If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it, is because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn’t be, and what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?”
May 24
- Completely drained, exhausted, every muscle in the body aches- And I am loving it. A weekend of unspeakable amounts of rain, mud, and wind created a very treacherous journey and legendary paintball war that will not be forgotten. New friends made and wo
- A weekend of unspeakable amounts of rain, mud, and wind created a very treacherous journey and legendary paintball war that will not be forgotten.
DUE TO SAFETY OF PLAYERS (and a dying battery)- PICTURES ONLY ARE THOSE OF PRE AND POST BATTLE
May 31
- You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you because you're all the same.
june 1
- when are you going to understand that "normal" is not necessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage
june 2
- ive been saying for the past week that we dont really get lighting storms in salt lake and how i missed the lightening in indiana, its not indiana lightening but we had and are having lightening storms in Salt Lake. Hey it my fault and i glady accept the
- Im sorry you missed the memo but the earth may not revolve around me but the universe does. Its all about me, at least thats what the voices in my head tell me, no we dont, yes we do , no its a figment of you imagination, no we tell him that all the time, that guys right the world does not revolve around Andrew it revolves around us.........
june 4
- Let me see if I've got this straight: in order to be grounded, I've got to be crazy and I must be crazy to keep flying. But if I ask to be grounded, that means I'm not crazy any more and I have to keep flying.
- one little elephant went out to play upon a spiderweb one day, she had such enormous fun she called for another elephant to come.....
june 5
- This is the story of my life- Let me see if I've got this straight: in order to be grounded, I've got to be crazy and I must be crazy to keep flying. But if I ask to be grounded, that means I'm not crazy any more and I have to keep flying.
- You cannot leave everything to Fate, boy. She's got a lot to do. Sometimes you must give her a hand
- The more often he feels without acting, the less he will be able ever to act, and, in the long run, the less he will be able to feel." C.S Lewis
june 6
- Why would God make us all different if he wanted us to be the same
june 7
- If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilites, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced.
june 8
- Don't be scared, we talked to the voices... and they like you!!
- For all my LGBTQ friends in honor of Sunday: And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow. Jerry Chin
- People are like stained -- glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within
june 12
- If I thought that what you thought Was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts Then my reaction to your reaction To my reaction Would have been more revealing I was afraid that you'd be afraid If I told you that I was afraid of intimacy If you don
june 13
- Worst Storm yet prepare for flooding its a deluge out there. Dont think I have ever seen rain like this in Utah in the 3 year i lived here. Winds rain thunder lightening. How exciting! Ashley better drive safe.. I love the rain
june 14
- "I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
june 15
- Talking nonsense is the sole privilege mankind possesses over the other organisms. It's by talking nonsense that one gets to the truth! I talk nonsense, therefore I'm human.
june 16
- If all the world hated you, and believed you wicked, while your own conscience approved you, and absolved you from guilt, you would not be without friends.
- If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we've destroyed our own brotherhood! But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of
june 17
- Frustrated. Arghh. Blank btw does anyone have extra furniture, dish an silverware sets etc etc etc. that they dont need or want anymore
- "Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death."
june 18
- I like work. It fascinates me. I sit and look at it for hours.
june 19
- Never argue with a fool. People might not know the difference.
june 20
- Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film.
- There is in every madman a misunderstood genius whose idea, shining in his head, frightened people, and for whom delirium was the only solution to the strangulation that life had prepared for him.
june 21
- Prejudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilized by education: they grow there, firm as weeds among stones.
june 22
- Living in a mental limbo of perplexity while trying to sail on the tempest tossed waves of a monday
- I just finished the script for the children's live action movie "An Old-Fashioned Christmas Story" This book written by James N Weidman was one that I grew up on as my mother read it to my sisters and I every Christmas. So I was excited the other day wh
june 25
- Always remember that you are absolutely unique. Just like everyone else.
june 28
- History presents the pleasantest features of poetry and fiction-the majesty of the epic, the moving accidents of the drama, and the surprises and the moral of the romance
- Can Someone who normally has a hard enough time getting into the Christmas Spirit in the normal season. get into the Christmas Spirit in July... Christmas...... is Just Humbug!!!!........lol
june 30
- Im in a cooking mood tonight Menu: shrimp and salmon with pasta in a pesto alfredo sauce, asparagus, and a blackberry, strawberry, and cherry trim. The supper table is open to those who wish to join me eating about 730 745. let me know 801 717 5335
- Dinners about ready, anyone invited im serious, Im was in a cooking mood tonight Menu: shrimp and salmon with pasta in a pesto alfredo sauce, asparagus, and a blackberry, strawberry, and cherry trim. The supper table is open to those who wish to join me e
july 13
- It is a great and marvelous day!!!!! may the world feel the warmth of love and comfort within in their friends and loved ones. And the support to live another day comforted with the idea tomorrow is a new day. May freedom ring and individuality overcom
- This is an excellent movie one that i suggest that all should see. Joseph Gordon Levitt and Zooey Deschanel did excellent in this movie. Yes I have seen it before its out in theatres we premiered it at Sundance
- cinematography was horrible and two many close ups, you couldnt tell who was fighting who and such. The movie mad you want to throw up most the time with the nonstop camera jerking. First one was better and there were many gaps in their facts locations. At least it was better than twilight even t..
july 14
- Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince was great. Can't wait to see it again. You will all enjoy it very much, enjoy your midnight showing tonight for those attending.
- The customs and fashions of men change like leaves on the bough, some of which go and others come.
- If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we've destroyed our own brotherhood! But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of
July 15
- Its time for me to grow up and start saving money Lol. I am going to France Fall 2010 for Study Abroad Program for the semester. So I need to opening a bank account just for my France trip. Looking at about additional 5-6k i will need besides what my tu
july 16
- On my way to the Shearton for the Utah Film Commission Luncheon
- Film Commission Luncheon was great a loy of exciting stuff happening in Utah right now and over next few years in the Film Industry
july 17
- Just watched HSM3 with friends for the third time and i just realized the used the International Peace Gardens on 900 W and 1000 S in Salt Lake City for Stanford University
july 18
- Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.
- canceled it anywasy, dont know what im doing probablly just going ot watch movies on the movie screen.
- If we study the lives of great men and women carefully and unemotionally we find that, invariably, greatness was developed, tested and revealed through the darker periods of their lives. One of the largest tributaries of the RIVER OF GREATNESS is always t
july 19
- Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same.
july 20
- Had very productive meetings today with my new publicist Stephanie DeGraw President of Power Media, great things are happening within Power Media and C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent. Look at my notes very shortly for Upcoming Workshops and informat
july 21
- From this point on I can not answer any questions about my film. Except to those I am in contact with. All inquiries need to go through my Publicist Stephanie DeGraw or my Producer Warren Workman due to organization and continuity. thank you for underst
- I have been advised not to answer any more questions about my film. Except for those who are in my current support team. All inquiries need to go through my Publicist Stephanie DeGraw or my Producer Warren Workman. Warren Workman will will be in charge as
july 24
- Is working is third job tonight about to get a 4th until start actually filming movie and until school starts. And making all my meetings
- This has always been a charity close to my heart. I know to many friends who have HIV and AIDS because of many different reasons and from all walks of life. these are our brothers and sisters, parents, and out children let's make a difference.As a person who loves the theatre, this great organization through broadway shows, merchandise, and opportunities raise billions of dollars a year in the lives of other. This is one of the 3 main charities I support. Working with people who have AIDS, breast and ovarian cancer, and very big on humanitarian efforts providing support where it is needed, as they did with Hurricane Katrina. If you don't support BCEFA please support your local AIDS coalition or organization in your community to give people a chance.
- Anyone in Salt lake going to Huntsville Set tomorrow i need a ride call me or email me 801 717 5335 andrewjswallow@gmail.com
july 25
- The World is my oyster, so where is my giant pearl.
july 27
- We are about to release a press release through the Utah Film Commission inviting everyone registered with the Film Commission and local Talent Agencies to sign up for the workshop. This is the last exclusive opportunity for our Facebook friends to sign
- C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent now has their own page for keeping up on for current information and notes within C'est La Vie Entertainment and within the industry please follow us over their for anyone in the industry. Please become a fan because the personal page will no longer be used for C'est La Vie Entertainment and Talent. This Facebook page is temporary until website can be created. Please join us if you are in the Entertainment Industry in any media; actors producers, directors, photographers, muscians, etcThank youAndrew J SwallowJanuary 26, 2009
- is hating homework and studying
February 3- is so happy that his sundance film festival notebook was found containing all his notes on all the movies he saw for his film festival class
April 10- My house is finally cleaned I walked in today from work and my house was in great shape especially my room. I love my house keeper. Man am i spoiled
April 11- Exhausted. Just ran a 5k in 00:27:06 but i feel good at he same time. Accomplished
April 26- Life has its ups and downs, trials and tribuilation and those occasional near death experiences BUT life is great and when you are serving the Lord, joyful with just being alive then NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
April 27- Facebook is redundant and seems pointless lately
May 5- Just got in from new york connection from dulles. delays all day it is 146 am and i should have been home at 1230. exhuasted and i have to be up in 5 hours
May 6- One more final to finish due by midnight tonight. Take a look what my group transformed me into for Our theatre final. Caliban from the Tempest
- JUST FINISHED AND EMAIL MY LAST FINAL- SEMESTER IS FINALLY OVER FOR ME. IM SO HAPPY
May 7- Just became an uncle again Kim & P.J. just had their boy this morning. 7#2oz. 19 inches.
May 8- I need a second job definately for the summer and maybe more permanent and that will work around school
- wants to wish everyone who graduated yesterday, today, and anyone who is graduating this semester. Congrats to all you graduates.
may 9- When you choose to follow God and keep His commandments, you grow in wisdom and strength of character. You can experience joy even in times of trial, and you can face life’s challenges with a spirit of peace. In the scriptures, we learn that true happin
May 11- A home established on gospel principles is a place of refuge and safety, where the Spirit of the Lord? can abide, blessing family members with peace, joy, and happiness
May 12- I just got for my diversity requirement in Gay and Lesbian Theater 473 out of 500 for the semester. Thats and "A" baby. I am so happy. Had a great teacher. Fran is awesome everone should take if given a chance when she reteaches it in a year.
- Got a B+ in My Film Festival Class where I had to write an 8 page paper. So Far I have an A and a B+ for Final grades. Off to a good Start. Just NEED 2 more grades and I will be set. This is going to be the best semester yet
May 13- I am spending way to much time on facebook. Its ridiculous i need to find something more constructed. I think ill get in just as much trouble if I played wow.
- I am ready to go postal. Arggghh
May 14- I am waiting impatiently for my last grade but my current standing "A", "A", and "B+" I am so happy htis is my best semester yet
May 15- impatiently waiting for my last grade to be posted hoping its at least B+ so ill have my first 3.5 GPA regardless if it a B it will be 3.46. This a big change from barely making 2.0's
May 16- I'm looking through the proverbial looking glass that allows me to see the best and worst of my life. What i have learn is that I have LEARNED and LIVED and all experiences, mistakes and everything else make me unique and and interesting. ANd unfortunatel
May 18- pissed. we will definately be talking with teachers tomorrow last class i was waiting for gave me a C+ when it was suppose to be atleast a B. That really dropped what should have been atleast a 3.46 down to a 3.17. Really pissed dont be alarmed if you......
May 20th- If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it, is because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary-wise; what it is it wouldn’t be, and what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?”
May 24- Completely drained, exhausted, every muscle in the body aches- And I am loving it. A weekend of unspeakable amounts of rain, mud, and wind created a very treacherous journey and legendary paintball war that will not be forgotten. New friends made and wo
- A weekend of unspeakable amounts of rain, mud, and wind created a very treacherous journey and legendary paintball war that will not be forgotten.
DUE TO SAFETY OF PLAYERS (and a dying battery)- PICTURES ONLY ARE THOSE OF PRE AND POST BATTLE
May 31- You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you because you're all the same.
june 1- when are you going to understand that "normal" is not necessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage
june 2- ive been saying for the past week that we dont really get lighting storms in salt lake and how i missed the lightening in indiana, its not indiana lightening but we had and are having lightening storms in Salt Lake. Hey it my fault and i glady accept the
- Im sorry you missed the memo but the earth may not revolve around me but the universe does. Its all about me, at least thats what the voices in my head tell me, no we dont, yes we do , no its a figment of you imagination, no we tell him that all the time, that guys right the world does not revolve around Andrew it revolves around us.........
june 4- Let me see if I've got this straight: in order to be grounded, I've got to be crazy and I must be crazy to keep flying. But if I ask to be grounded, that means I'm not crazy any more and I have to keep flying.
- one little elephant went out to play upon a spiderweb one day, she had such enormous fun she called for another elephant to come.....
june 5- This is the story of my life- Let me see if I've got this straight: in order to be grounded, I've got to be crazy and I must be crazy to keep flying. But if I ask to be grounded, that means I'm not crazy any more and I have to keep flying.
- You cannot leave everything to Fate, boy. She's got a lot to do. Sometimes you must give her a hand
- The more often he feels without acting, the less he will be able ever to act, and, in the long run, the less he will be able to feel." C.S Lewis
june 6- Why would God make us all different if he wanted us to be the same
june 7- If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilites, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced.
june 8- Don't be scared, we talked to the voices... and they like you!!
- For all my LGBTQ friends in honor of Sunday: And when it rains on your parade, look up rather than down. Without the rain, there would be no rainbow. Jerry Chin
- People are like stained -- glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within
june 12- If I thought that what you thought Was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts Then my reaction to your reaction To my reaction Would have been more revealing I was afraid that you'd be afraid If I told you that I was afraid of intimacy If you don
june 13- Worst Storm yet prepare for flooding its a deluge out there. Dont think I have ever seen rain like this in Utah in the 3 year i lived here. Winds rain thunder lightening. How exciting! Ashley better drive safe.. I love the rain
june 14- "I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best."
june 15- Talking nonsense is the sole privilege mankind possesses over the other organisms. It's by talking nonsense that one gets to the truth! I talk nonsense, therefore I'm human.
june 16- If all the world hated you, and believed you wicked, while your own conscience approved you, and absolved you from guilt, you would not be without friends.
- If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we've destroyed our own brotherhood! But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of
june 17- Frustrated. Arghh. Blank btw does anyone have extra furniture, dish an silverware sets etc etc etc. that they dont need or want anymore
- "Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death."
june 18- I like work. It fascinates me. I sit and look at it for hours.
june 19- Never argue with a fool. People might not know the difference.
june 20- Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film.
- There is in every madman a misunderstood genius whose idea, shining in his head, frightened people, and for whom delirium was the only solution to the strangulation that life had prepared for him.
june 21- Prejudices, it is well known, are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilized by education: they grow there, firm as weeds among stones.
june 22- Living in a mental limbo of perplexity while trying to sail on the tempest tossed waves of a monday
- I just finished the script for the children's live action movie "An Old-Fashioned Christmas Story" This book written by James N Weidman was one that I grew up on as my mother read it to my sisters and I every Christmas. So I was excited the other day wh
june 25- Always remember that you are absolutely unique. Just like everyone else.
june 28- History presents the pleasantest features of poetry and fiction-the majesty of the epic, the moving accidents of the drama, and the surprises and the moral of the romance
- Can Someone who normally has a hard enough time getting into the Christmas Spirit in the normal season. get into the Christmas Spirit in July... Christmas...... is Just Humbug!!!!........lol
june 30- Im in a cooking mood tonight Menu: shrimp and salmon with pasta in a pesto alfredo sauce, asparagus, and a blackberry, strawberry, and cherry trim. The supper table is open to those who wish to join me eating about 730 745. let me know 801 717 5335
- Dinners about ready, anyone invited im serious, Im was in a cooking mood tonight Menu: shrimp and salmon with pasta in a pesto alfredo sauce, asparagus, and a blackberry, strawberry, and cherry trim. The supper table is open to those who wish to join me e
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