Today's actually been a really good day for me. I actually smiled at work, I don't know if it's because I put in my two weeks on Thursday overall I had a really good day in general and the first time I smiled in weeks. and then Kyle later when he came over to take me on a date he brought me different type of smile. It was nice to have some people to check in on me during work halfway through even after I was smiling. Then tonight I'll to receive text message that's just something that that meant a lot. Lately I've been very non social going through a lot so it was nice anything right here so I have to say something, that Kyle try to force me out of the house on a date to give me to socialize. It was fun, it really was and i am glad i was in a good mood today to be able to enjoy it. I just realized my roommate has been living with me for just slightly over a year with a couple days and even though in the beginning it was a nightmare I am grateful that he is here he's probably perhaps one of my best friends. As for my job I'm looking at other departments but we'll see and putting in applications as well if scary but at least I won't be on call 24 7 and not as stressed hopefully. now it comes to SF Sober Leather I have been bless with a couple options and I like the ideas. I'm just grateful I have people in my life who care and its funny and I'm grateful for the universe for it that today is one of those days that the Divine wanted me to hear a message that I was loved, that I matter, I'm worth it, and that I deserve it, and that I'm part of something great.
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
Never underestimate you worth
Never underestimate your worth or that you just being present masks a difference in lives of people you never who have touches. One smile or simple hi, or act of kindess has lasting and far reaching impact, same goes for bad encounters, than you may ever know. I try to keep things authentic, real, and done in integrity and its why i lay everything out in open because ivdont know who i will encounter and if I had different stories for different situations this year will prove that it would catch up if I tried. I say often regardless who comes into your life good or bad they become part of one's wholeness. I often forget that goes both ways and I become part of others wholeness as well. This the message I received from someone in LA i have been talking to, this evening, that I had been talking to on like (reminds me to watch my p's & q's):
Him: Your kinda famous aren't you
Me: Why what do you know
Him:Ive actually heard of you i just didn't realise it, my cousins live in SF and 1 if them is really into lgbt rights.
Me: who us your cousin
Him: And her friend is hiv+ and follows your work in that field...........you do a lot of very noble work kat
I never set out to make a name for myself, nor did I give thought to do what I do. I do what I do give hope, no judgment and create and hold a safe and sacred place for others. Lately I have want to travel and share my story but this just brings home that we do the work because we are in it to save lives and be human. One raindrop raises the sea.
Never underestimate your worth, as Kyle added, that is everyone else's job.
Honor our experiences for they become the foundation for others to honor theirs. I create and hold sacred space for all and am humble by this as well. Thank you to those who have honored their experiences by doing so allowed me to honor mine, so that another could benefit.
