Because I am Happy *Voices in my head singing the song by Will Pharrell

Today's actually been a really good day for me. I actually smiled at work, I don't know if it's because I put in my two weeks on Thursday overall I had a really good day in general and the first time I smiled in weeks. and then Kyle later when he came over to take me on a date he brought me different type of smile. It was nice to have some people to check in on me during work halfway through even after I was smiling. Then tonight I'll to receive text message that's just something that that meant a lot. Lately I've been very non social going through a lot so it was nice anything right here so I have to say something, that Kyle try to force me out of the house on a date to give me to socialize. It was fun, it really was and i am glad i was in a good mood today to be able to enjoy it. I just realized my roommate has been living with me for just slightly over a year with a couple days and even though in the beginning it was a nightmare I am grateful that he is here he's probably perhaps one of my best friends. As for my job I'm looking at other departments but we'll see and putting in applications as well if scary but at least I won't be on call 24 7 and not as stressed hopefully. now it comes to SF Sober Leather I have been bless with a couple options and I like the ideas. I'm just grateful I have people in my life who care and its funny and I'm grateful for the universe for it that today is one of those days that the Divine wanted me to hear a message that I was loved, that I matter, I'm worth it, and that I deserve it, and that I'm part of something great.