Making Plans and Dec 16-25

Dec 16, 2009
Life is ever changing and this year has been no different.  Changes are an important key to life and is essential to healthy growth in ones life depending on how you handle the cards dealt to you.  In the process of having a year to myself, i met a wonderful girl and got engaged to her in Sept. However the wedding and relationship has been called off. I wish Tiffany the best and that she can figure out what she needs to in life and find eternal Happiness.

I am once again on track for going to France and Europe next year for schooling and adventure.  I find myself looking back on this year and finding myself very blessed for the friends and families in my life and, all the experiences both good and the bad that have come my way. I have no regrets but am very grateful for the life i have had because they have made who I am today and constantly a new person.  Life is a great treasure.

It is my goal to continue to be filled with light and love towards my fellow man.  We are made in the image of our maker and life is worth it both the good and the bad as long as we keep on keeping on to ensure a fulfilled life.

Dec 17, 2009
The rose has wilted & the ebony petals have all but fallen to the ground. Winter comes with her frost in which everything in her path feels the icy chill.  The trumpet remains silent at reveille while the light of the sun stays hidden behind the clouds.  The sands of time remain still, traveling neither forward or backwards but instead keep us longing for the can be.  For we are nothing but shadows and pawns in the game of chess we call life

Dec 19, 2009
Quote of the Day: Enduring to the End
"Enduring to the end, or remaining faithful to the laws and ordinances of the gospel of Jesus Christ throughout our life, is a fundamental requirement for salvation in the kingdom of God. This belief distinguishes Latter-day Saints from many other Christian denominations that teach that salvation is given to all who simply believe and confess that Jesus is the Christ. The Lord clearly declared, 'If you keep my commandments and endure to the end you shall have eternal life, which gift is the greatest of all the gifts of God' (D&C 14:7).

"Therefore, enduring to the end is not just a matter of passively
tolerating life's difficult circumstances or 'hanging in there.' Ours is an active religion, helping God's children along the strait and narrow path to develop their full potential during this life and return to Him one day. Viewed from this perspective, enduring to the end is exalting and glorious, not grim and gloomy. This is a joyful religion, one of hope, strength, and deliverance. 'Adam fell that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy' (2 Nephi 2:25).

"Enduring to the end is a process filling every minute of our life,
every hour, every day, from sunrise to sunrise. It is accomplished through personal discipline following the commandments of God."

Dieter F. Uchtdorf, "Have We Not Reason to Rejoice?" Ensign, Nov. 2007, 20


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Every time I eat (doesn't matter what it is) I get sick again and a migraine not fun. I have been down for a week now but no fever. It's wearing me out and draining my energy. Argh Time to cuddle up with a movie or two or three


Dec 20, 2009
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Sitting going through books to get rid of some, turned on the burner to make hot chocolate -turn on wrong burner and next thing I knew casserole dish exploded all through the house and now i have a complete mess to cleanup- broken glass everywhere through out the house everything a mess no fun can it get worse lol

Dec 21, 2009
Burning
The persecution burns deeply within, not a man-made, not a societal quandary but one of self affliction and demise.  The pool of tears has long since become a trail of blood leaving in its wake a forever haunting past and muddy future.  What is one to do when the newspaper of your life is blown into your face, and everyone has read it.  When the only solace of the world is found in a twisted nightmare you can only wait to lie on your soft pillow.  The heart beats and cries for love, truth, justice, and pursuit of happiness; when the brain, the cognitive machine pollutes the very soul and reality against the true desires of the heart.  Why can't the cognitive machine change its face when its current drive causes nothing but heartache.  Where's the out, wheres the fix.  I know Heavenly Father loves me very much, but what do you do when you want one thing and refuse to accept any part of the other no matter what and I will fight to the death to overcome.

Dec 22, 2009
Heading down to St. George

Dec 25, 2009
Christmas
Christmas was nice.  Spent it with Chris, Terri and the boys.  They got a Nintendo Wii for Christmas for the whole family.  

Chris as for a neck massage which I gave him, and then asked for a back massage in which i obliged.  Afterwards he made a comment about how he wish I could have massaged his whole body completely. I told him strip down to some shorts then he said that's not what he meant.  I ignored him and the casually made my way down to play the Wii. (please not another Christmas)

Terri cooked a very late Christmas dinner of ham, asparagus, and potatoes, oh and can't forget about the deviled eggs  and then for desert pumpkin pie

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